i think i'm crazy, maybe

[hoshi_mew]

"dear girl,

what happened to you?"

"three beers and a glass of baileys. it wasn’t much, but it did the job. i puked up my dinner and went to sleep. what sort of things do you like?"

"i like blue eyes and skies, oceans, and fields that look like they have no end. they make me think maybe people have no end, too."

"i have blue eyes."

"then i must like you."

-

"dear boy,

i'm wearing a turtle neck sweater; you're wearing a rabbit foot's luck. i don't know if we're moving too fast or not fast enough."

"this is wrong."

"i know."

"i could stop, but i won't."

"i can't stop, but i'll try."

-

"dear boy,

don’t write me letters about roses or about the gymnastics i make your heart do. don’t tell me which songs remind you of me. tell me about how you know which paints to mix. tell me how blood makes you feel. write me a story about the sound of the rain. write me a story about long hallways. write me a story about the broken florescent lights. tell me about the beautiful things, the broken things, the beautiful things."

"i told you to your face that i will never hurt you. i lied. i will hurt you. but when i do hurt you, it will be with tea bags. it will be with the hairs of my paintbrushes and with my bottled up wind."

-

"dear boy,

what happened to me?"

"you spilled the whiskey again. but don't worry, i took off my shirt and cleaned it up. you went missing. i found you in the lake. i found you drowning and i wrung out your hair. i found you naked and i gave you my clothes. i found you. i found you. i found you."

~Awasteof-paint (DeviantArt)

awasteof-paint.deviantart.com/

@темы: Мужчины, женщины, письма

Comments

[Аннушка]

о, предпоследняя просто великолепна.

[dee hasami]

теперь я поняла, в чем ступила, попросив ссылку в следующей цитате.) прошу прощения.)

[hoshi_mew]

dee hasami
нет нет, не ступила
это я ее потом только добавила, когда ваш коммент увидела ^^

[dee hasami]

невозмутимая_М
ну тогда хорошо.)